Misery

The dew was sparkling brightly,
on the moisty lily pads.
Inmidst the pond, where sprightly
the little girls from berlin used to play.
It wasn't far from the south east of town,
a wonderful, quiet place to be at.
Sometimes, a glimpse of hope,
shuffling through her mind,
the emptiest girl you'll ever meet,
not yet lost her mind,
nothing inside her, to give,
neither to fill her up.
Waiting for something to happen,
nothing ever happens, love.
Beneath the pond in the shadows,
of tiny sycamore trees,
in books and distant lands, never quite here.
There's a day late in august, that very day,
the trees still lush and green,
the sun shining brightly,
chanting a magical spark into the softness of the air,
happiness and life, is this what it is? and she was never seen as keen.
As now.
The sun was captured in the crystals above her head,
sparkling like a thousand raindrops,
lying in her bed.
It's christmas eve, love, and no one around.

Dreaming about memories, remembering dreams

Do you remember, when we didn't remember?
Insignificant, 'cause we lived,
and dreamed,
all those dreams,
that are nothing but memories.
I don't dream anymore,
I only remember,
how nice it was, to dream,
that dreams come true.
Do you remember, when we dreamed?
I don't dream anymore.

Dead by any means

Wandering in depths alone,
where death awaits the frightened.
Summer is gone, now winter's gone,
what's left? I am obliged, yet,
surprisingly enlightened.
But closing your eyes,
it never means,
that you'll come back to life.
Between those there is darkness,
a silence worse than grief,
my mind is wandering endless,
no thoughts, there's no belief,
yet always left to death.
Wondering in depths alone
where death awaits anew.
My limerence again has shown,
yet always drawn to you.
Cause closing your eyes at night,
it never means, although it seems,
that you'll come back to life.
You're dead by any means.

Reciprocity

On this day they dissipate
The repercussions that were made
On this day that I dissolve
In grief, absurdity and love
Lovely where our world began
In darkness, sonder, hands in hands
Melliflous crying in a world that's not there
But you, yet, are everywhere
Where has it gone?
My life, my love thereon
Has it all been limerence?
Now, I feel indifference
And lonely I anticipate
For my love will reciprocate

I shivered

I shivered,
these nights here are cold
though not as cold
as my life without you
But here I am,
long before I met you
And there I was,
some dreams come true.